I didn't sleep very well last night again. For 3 hours I lay there drifting in and out of this light sleep wherein I was having this long, continuous, very creepy dream. There was murder and creepy men skulking about who I thought were friendly, but then wound up being scary. You know those dreams that seem really real? Every time I drifted back to awakeness I would feel really scared that those creepy guys were in my room.
At about 2 AM I woke up hot and sweaty and decided this wasn't going to work. So I turned on the AC in the living room and spent the rest of the night on the couch. I checked the weather - 93% humidity. No wonder I was hot and sweaty.
I don't know how this is all going to be reflected in my studying today. I almost feel like maybe I should just review some stuff and call it a day. I'm going to go get a Diet Coke in a minute to help clear the fog out of my brain. I hope I can sleep tonight. Not being able to sleep before the Bar would probably be just about the worst thing ever (well, in my life right now. Not, say, compared to famine and war, but you know what I mean.)
Santa Cruz Jenn sent me an article about this to show me that things could be worse. I could be a Mormon old maid AND have really meddling friends. Thank you to all of my friends for being nicely aloof in my dating life.
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I'd say that at this point, you *should* just review a little, then relax today. You're not going to cram anything more in, just make yourself worried and exhausted. It's usually best, the day before such a big test, to let yourself pull back a little, concentrate on relaxing, enjoying a little more, slowing down (but not stopping completely) on the reviewing so that you feel you've reviewed, but not overdone it.
You'll feel a lot better mentally that way, and that makes a huge difference when taking the test. Seeing as how I've not taken the bar, others who have may disagree, but this is my general test-taking strategy when I've actually spent enough time studying beforehand (which is usually never, but...).
AAAAAAUGH! HAHAHAHAHAHA! I KNOW that guy. He's a guy from my BYU ward, who actually used to be in our Boston ward, Kelly. Did someone send that to you because you knew Lance? When I moved to Boston, he was only around every few weeks or so because of interviews, so perhaps you never knew him. That was a busy year for him.
I am SO not looking forward to coming back to Boston to collect my things. Ugh.
Stacy, he was in our ward?! How funny! I didn't know him. There was a story about him on cnn.com and a friend of mine from high school who isn't even LDS sent me the link.
Maria, it's not pretty.
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